I laugh at relationships now. When I was younger I would always have myself wrapped up with a boy. Every year or so I would have a new boyfriend. & now I’m glad I changed. These are the years where I need to focus on myself and my career. Or what I need to do or to strive for to become a better me. I guess I just don’t have the time to think about someone else and take care of them. I gave my all in my other relationships, and now that I’ve seen them all thrown away, I see no point in being one anytime soon.

Don’t get me wrong, I believe in true love. & it feels great to be taken care of and being that special someone. But I guess I’ve just been through somethings and found out that I can find love in something else that won’t hold me back. 

I’ll make sure to get my hugs from family and close friends so I won’t become a rock with no feelings. hehe.

my body is so fcked up right now. my immune system just keeps on dropping. and I’m almost done with school. just almost. need to study for two more finals, make a legit website and then wala. summer. i just hope i can get a lil better in-between all the chaos.